I've been thinking a lot lately. The only time I seem to be angry and hating life is when I'm coding something and it doesn't want to work right. I have problems with my game and nothing seems to go right, but then I usually find a solution. But now I'm not. So I've decided in order to improve my quality of life, I'm giving up programming. I usually am happy with life, but like I said, whenever I go and program, things take a turn for the worse and I get all angry and suicidal whenever some stupid program has to hate me. But I'm not giving up making games, though. I still want to release Nightmare Nemesis for the ActionMax and my Odyssey 1 game I'm working on, but only because there's no programming involved. And I'm not going to give up playing video games, because I like to. I seem to spend hours and hours at a time wasting my life programming something that doesn't work. Those angry hours could have been happy hours. And I can't live forever, so while I'm stuck here on earth, I would like to be as happy as possible. It's just so aggravating trying to make your vision come true and then it doesn't.