I work and work and work on my computer, making games for various consoles, and when I get done, nobody seems to care. Nobody wants to help me get them released. I bet I have dozens of games I've made and nobody wants to care about any of them. So I thought "Why do you suppose that is?" The only answer I came up with is "Because they're crap." So I've decided to stop making games. It seems like the only logical conclusion to come to. If I slave away on the computer and nothing gets released anywhere, while some newbie makes a game and it gets released in the AA Store out of all places, then it kinda looks like all my games are crap.
So I'm going to stop working on anything. Because all I make is crap. The Stupidman game is cancelled. The burgers game is cancelled. Everything is cancelled. I don't care anymore if nobody else seems to care. It seems like if you're the only one caring, why care?
I want to die. I guess I'll have to find some other way to wait until I do. Perhaps I should play the games I have. I have way too many as it is and they never get played at all. I'm just busy working on games I'd be making. But since I'm not going to make any more. But I'm a crap video game player. I can't beat anything without a Game Genie. So it's kind of making me wonder why I'm interested in video games in the first place. Perhaps I should just leave video games, and AtariAge, and devote my days to laying in bed just watching TV.