This poem is something i wish i had the guts to say to my shrink. of course if i did, he'd tell me he'd want to see me more often.

"Tell me, why do you feel this way?"

Because you're being a f---ing a--hole to me

Telling me that what i feel,

my heart's desire

it's all wrong

Telling me to supress it, ignore it, control it

You da-- normals are all alike

carrying on the charade, the facade

that life's OK, well, it's a fraud

Spewing stuff professors told you to say

when you come across a man with suicidal tendencies

Not really listening to anyone

maybe if you did, you'd change your mind

and learn something useful

And listen to something besides money for a change.

You da-- normals are all alike

with your s&*^-eating grin upon your face

Feeling smug cuz your happy, well, it's a disgrace

Give the prescription for Abilify

scribble it out with your pen that says "Pfeizer" on it

And tell me to take this placebo they're selling

It's not working, doctor, but I won't tell you that

because you're a stupid f---ing idiot

Who's full of s---

You da-- normals are all alike

feeling all happy and proud of it

Well listen to me, life is *(&@

You act like you're better than me

Just because i want to die and you don't

well maybe i want to die because you're better than me

i want to die because everyone's better than me

if it will make you end spewing hate speech

about retards, i will pull that trigger and end my life

you da-- normals are all alike

you'll never see that life sucks

because nothing is going wrong for you

did i tell you to give me an answer printed in a textbook?

did i tell you i don't care what you say?

did i tell you i'm not even listening to you?

did i tell you i'm saying i feel fine because i want you to shut the f--- up?

did i tell you if i hear the word "wrong" one more time i will do something to you you won't like?

did i tell you you're a f(** (*&hole?

you da-- normals are all alike

trudging through the day for no reason

don't you know you will die in the end?