You know, no matter how hard things may seem at time, I still the desire to plug away and keep trying no matter what. I thought my life was over when I was laid off in Jan of 2004 from another company. I thought it could not go on. I had to find faith somewhere. I had to look within myself and find some answers, although some questions I feel are still unanswered. Well, I have a job I love, people I care about there and the determination to keep going. I can't say the same for my personal life, which is completely in shambles. It's been that way for a long time actually. I'm just a private person and I rarely share what's REALLY on my mind. I just feel that my personal life needs salvaging because it is bringing me down too much. I know that there are people who will read this. They have before and told me about how inspired they were. I want them to be able to see this blog again since it's the best blog I got going. I have a few others but they're crap.I want to do for my personal and social life, what I did for my professional life. I want more friends, but at the same time, people who will like me for me.