trying to understand fantasy blah blah ball, bebe, semantics, changing my hair color, surf & turf, new orleans, making collages of disturbing juxtaposed images, food criticism, sparklers, excursions on cruises, tether ball, Nathans pin ball, educating myself in case I am ever on cash cab, anything fun adventurous and dangerous, war movies, forensic psychology, smelling everything, yankees, g-men, bama football, costume parties, mud wrestling, canoe bubble baths, getting the bad chi out, magic, ghosts