Today has not been a good day. Almost got shot at and was also yelled at by my mother. suicidal thoughts have been contemplating in my mind for the longest and today may just be as story tales say "the end"
WHOA... Hey man, don't give up. Have you tried to get any help? Suicide is a terrible thought and you do have options. Please, if you need any advice on what to do, let us know!
Just remember, you do have people like us that care and want to help! If you need any recommendations on your next step when it comes to guidance, let us know. But please don't destroy yourself by doing this!