JellE's Dwelling - Never in a million years....

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When I started coming to AA... it was for one reason and one reason only...to have something in common with somebody I cared a lot about. Over the past year that I have been here... many things have changed in my life. The person who brought me here is no longer part of my life. I have somehow managed to make some truly amazing, wonderful and outstanding "cyber" friends. I have learned that I enjoy collecting Atari things more than anything else, and learning about all the things you can do with them. I have had my heart broken "here"... as well as having it mended again.

 

Life for me has never been really easy. I would like to think I can survive just about anything. But the one thing I didn't take into consideration is the cyber world is much more cold and cruel than I expected. Emotions are misconstrued, tempers flare...just a plethora of things are different on the 'net than they are in "real" world.

 

There are two people I "met" here that have brought more joy to my life than anything ever has. I never really believed I could actually allow myself to "feel" that way about anyone I don't know....but it happened.

 

The first... I have known almost as long as I have been here....he became someone I grew very attached to. Someone I truly believed I could have a "real life" relationship with. However, somehow... someway.... things didn't turn out the way I thought I wanted them to, and it broke my heart. But, he will always be someone I love and care deeply about, as well as have the utmost respect for.

 

Just when I thought I screwed my life up by letting the first go, somebody from here found me. Apparently he was going through the profile pics of the members here, and stumbled upon mine. I have absolutely no idea why he found me...I can only believe that it was supposed to happen that way. Since he found me... we have talked just about non-stop. I have never had so much in common with anyone else in my life. We just "click". I don't know where it is going to go... or for how long....but I am trying to just "go along for the ride." I find myself already "falling" for a man that I hardly know... and I often wonder if that is because of the "magic" of Atari Age. This is the LAST place I thought I would find love.

 

So... never in a million years... would I have dreamt of all the possibilities that lie in wait to be found here at Atari Age!!!

 

 

 

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