atari2600land's Blog - I can't take it any more.

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I have had it. I'm spent. I can't do it any more. I can't deal with having my stupid mother be a shithead and not be able to do anything. That's why when she goes to sleep tonight, I'm going to kill myself. Or at least try to. I think I have enough pills to OD on. I'm sick of hearing her moan and groan and say "I can't do anything!" I had to take the dog outside because she couldn't even do that. We went to her counselor today. But she's not going to be able to help. That's it. I can't do this any more.

I want this to end, and the only way it can end is if I die. Because Mom can't fix herself. And she's making me crazy. So much so that I want to die. Knowing my luck, I won't succeed. Because I'm a failure at everything I do. I can't even bankswitch a fucking Game Boy game. But I can't do this shit any more. I need it to end. And this is the only way I know how.

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