I've always wondered how people felt about casual sex overall. What happens if you get so into it with someone, that you develop feelings? I don't mean FEELINGS, but there is some spark there. What if the girl doesn't want to go further than one night? Just how do you deal with it? I've been having difficulty understanding why I meet people like this. I always play it safe but there's always something in the back of my head to remind me of what could happen. I guess the difference between this girl and the others I've met recently, is that there's just something beautiful about her that you'd have to find to believe. From the way her eyes sparkle to the way she composes herself, I can't help but want more.And yet, I know I can't have more. And it hurts. And no matter how much I talk to her, I can't undo all these feelings. I often question why life is like this. I'm sure this crush will go away with time. However, it's just another small mark/scar on my heart. (Added 12/4: By the way, from what I've learnt, it's a bad thing to do stuff like this period.)